rEbeL VS hiPoCRisy

MARCH 02, 2011

waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

i've heard from a movie

 that a teenager won't be a teenager 

if he hadn't tried 

to

 REBEL

what if i tried??

would it be a lot of fun?????

haha 

(hope so.....) 

i really don't know what to do

i want to cry  

i want to shout

 but i cant!!!!!

 how could i?????

 i'm not even a member of their family,

 i don't have guts on entering in their family

who am i

 to make "siksik" of myself?????

 i don't even know 

if they take me as their 

family

 or

 just a mere servant

i don't know whom to believe now

 i think all of them are against me

i know i'm at fault too

 but

 is it right to just judge me from what they

 have heard?????

writing this 

can say that i'm a self-centered person 

hell i care!!!

what if

 i used that phrase

 from now on

 to them?????

what would be their reaction?????

what if i say "hell i care!"

would my life become 

more happy ?????

more exciting?????

i wanna be 

freed

 in this

 HYPOCRISY!!!!!

i won't live in their shadow anymore

(hope so)

well i'm not their servant!!!!!

think what you want to think

i'd rather be selfish this time

SORRY

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