♥♥ my second first love ♥♥♥

love me, love me wooohhh.....

his art,

 beautiful hand,

 fair complexion,

and most of all 

his sorrowful eyes

 captures my heart

he can draw graciously

 and a bright man 

and has a posture.

what else can you ask more?when 

all the qualities

 a girl can wish for

 for her ideal man 

is in a package.

well, finding someone like him is a miracle.

remembering the days

 You've spent with him 

is so frustrating,

 where..... 

you don't even know

 if he feels your presence.

 stealing a single glance from behind,

 admiring him secretly 

and being friends with his little brother

 just to get near him. 

sounds like a stalker,

  a desperate one, right?

well,liking someone can make us somebody we don't even know.

not knowing,

 we do silly things

 just to make him notice us.

we tell them,

" make me these and that,

 help me with these and that

 and so many others".

I'd like to share this story:

gecko and cockroach have been classmates since freshmen high school. well, they are two different individuals but the two have this only one in common,they both love manga.though gecko don't really know how to draw, while cockroach is a prince in drawing. gecko had always asked him to draw for her. and since cockroach is still a little shy-boy at that time he would just gladly obey.and on the other day gecko would be so happy looking at it.

cockroach is quite popular in the campus because his talent, 

<i think he is the only one that could bring you an illusion>.well, gecko had envied him for a long time though gecko has always praised him.that's the time where gecko's feelings had grown deeply towards cockroaches'.during juniors high school,gecko neglected that familiar but unfamiliar feelings at that time.

until,seniors day had come where soon they have to part to pursue their own different dreams. that time,gecko already knew that he liked cockroach. even before juniors'.it's just that she don't know how to open it? or how to deal with it with cockroach. they parted from each other without letting their-selves express what they really feel from each other.

now,she feels regretful for the cowardice she had shown, if only she could be courageous enough to tell him, 
"i like you".
things might have turned out differently.....

she want to see him evenmore.

she thinks of him everytime.

 a regretful story i could ever tell☺♥☻

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